Y.O.U.T.H.

YOUTH!!!

errr...who is youth?? =/
are we youth?
should we be considered as youth?
AND
what are we suppose to do as a YOUTH??

COMING SOON>>>>>

of Literature and Sem 8~

Well..I just got back from class..Women In Literature class to be exact. (i am excruciatingly hungry now..but for the sake of my eagerness to share it here...I delayed it..^_^)...

How to start this huh?..I am really not good in writing a story...Alright, each time I came out from Literature classes (Chillit & WIL)...I felt so energized and psyched, I don't know why...maybe because of the;
1) Lecturer - Mr.Kieran & Madam Lim (I love them!)
2) the discussion part
3) the story being discussed
4) the movie being watched

The room atmosphere was filled with knowledge..(if you could literally SEE the knowledge..which is impossible)...the discussion was so tense and sizzling yet you are really into it. The lecturer's skills of provoking and prompting us to say more and more..is really addictive~ The stories and movies are being carefully and meticulously chosen just for us to analyzed..as I think they are really an eye-opener. Literature has been a fascinating subject for me in this semester. I do not mind spending 3 hours of class talking about those stories and movies because it was FUN an HIGHLY-INFORMATIVE (now YOU must think that I've turn into some sort of nerd or geek) I have always liked Literature at the first place...but I do not really see the USE of learning them..I used to question like..Why do we have to study this S****peare (no offense dude) and other authors? Why do we have to scrutinize their work? Do they do any good in our life?...*barf* like now..HELLO they did do good in YOUR life!...*snap*(I just come to this ENLIGHTENMENT in this semester..the last-no-more-assignments-you'll-be-free-after this-semester!..PATHETIC! but it's never to late). I realize that Literature taught me about life; I reflect on my life when I read and analyze those books and movies and I enjoy and appreciate my life MORE...plus I learn to be a CRITICAL and CONCRETE thinker, because when you talk about Literature...it's going to be an ENDLESS & INFINITE quest of perfect justification because THERE IS NO RIGHT & WRONG IN LIT ...you could just taaaaaaaaalk about it all day long (but that's not what I am going to here..teehee)..So my point is..LITERATURE IS FUN..(but i am not going to pursue my master on LIT)..Till Then my fellow readerss..(ade ke org baca?)

SMILE =) it's a lot more easier...

This video i made it during holiday...got inspiration from my old pictures in my old old album ( album ms kcik2 dulu)..so i said to myself, "y not?..make a video..since u got sooooo many free time..=)"....ENJOY

p/s i'm sorry, the quality isn't so good, since i compress it...the HD took a long time to upload and of bigger size too...so, paham2 je la eh =)

alONE..lONEly.............ONE

I am LONELY no more...because of YOU <3>

SAMAN!!

i just got back from my friend's birthday party at Concorde Hotel. I went there with my friend's car, lepas habes celebrate birthday masing2 buat haluan sendiri balik..BUT my friend, Sakinah yg Cuantix, menggedik menyuruh aku drive kete die wat balik..so I was like OK je la.

Then, i drove with Anis as my co-driver..masa before masuk roundabout tu , i saw satu kereta polis, and suddenly teringat yg i haven't renewed my license since June last year...huuu, then, i talked with Anis about the license and the possibility if ade roadblock tonight....THEN right after we talked about it..memang btul2 ade polis nga wat roadblock!!!...i panicked and pusing stereng ke kiri and ke kanan masuk line balik..urghhhhhhh!! masa tu panik Allah saje yg tau...i was like SPEECHLESS, Anis n me duk sibuk baca ayat2 pelindung...THEN smpai giliran kereta kitorang (kete Kinah sbnarnye)..kami senyum kambingggggg

"haa, bak lesen ngn IC? pegi park kat sebelah van tu"

i parked next to the van before the MyVi
i gave him the IC...

"mana lesen?"

i searched for it...xde! (my mindset ckp xde2..so that i bole stay in character yg i don't bring the license in which sebenarnye i have it tp xrenew lg) so i better blakon license xbwk drpd tunjuk lesen tp da expired...huhu

"saya bagi awk ms 10 minit utk cr lesen tu"

SEPULUH MINIT KEMUDIAN...(i think less then 10 mins)

"saya da give up...saya mmg xjumpa lesen saya, sbb hari tu saya ade keluarkan lesen dr dompet sebab nk renew (a lie)..pastu maybe lupa nk msukkan balik"

"kalo camtu kami saman la ko..ni student ke kerja ni?"

"student..kt intec 17"

"lesen P lagi?"

"tak, da lama da tukar"

"laaaa..asal ko xngelat ckp ko baru lesen P. xpe kami akn cek skrang jgak guna number IC ni, samada ko ade lesen ke x"

dengan confidentnyee "haa, ok..saya ade lesen..mmg betul saya ade lesen, saya xtipu cik" (padahal dalam hati xnk bagi cek sbb takut kantoi lesen x renew)

"Bos saman la ni kan?"

"waaaa...jangan, kami student lagi"

"da ko gagal pamerkan lesen, tong-tong r ngn tuan punye kete n kawan ko ni (anis). sebelum sy tulis lam buku saman ni, haa ko ckp la ngn chief tu dulu"

chief, muke die ketat gileeeeeeee...."HAA, KO NAK SENANG KE NAK SUSAH?"

"urmmm seeeeenangg??" i said..ngn muke kesian

"nak senang??..balik skang jgak, dah blah skg jgak~"

kami terkedu tergamam..speechless..me and anis " umm, time kasih byk2 selamat malam assalamualaikum bye"...serentak

chief "dah2 balik skg jgak! len kali ko jgn nk wat camni lagi!"

huuu baeklah encik chief polis...saya mengaku kesalahan saya xrenew lesen..sy akan renew isnin ni jgak!!!! ye!!

p/s tapi kire berbakat la blakon lesen xbwk...sbnrnye ade je blakng kad touchNgo..huk3

~FAREWELL SMKS7~

It seems like yesterday I was here..doing my practicum~n now the day that I've been waiting for the past 3 month is here........BUT I'm not ready yet to let go & terminate this wonderful moment with the students...PLUS I guess I'm already used to a TEACHER's LIFE...waking up at 6am everyday, go to school, teach and go back by the afternoon....what am I gonna do after this at this very time?...hurm~ start missing those already...got some pixies to share wit u guys~

INTRODUCING~

The Never-Shut-Up 4PD1
this class...they juz lurveeee to talk..IN BM!! haish~ susah no nk kasi ckp BI..they were all clever, but LAZY..hurm~ but KUDOS to u guys when it comes to acting, singing & dancing! professional sudaaah~ hek3...GUYS please always REMEMBER to BRING UR ENGLISH EXERCISE BOOK TO CLASS!!...

The Hyperactive 4Account

4 Akaun threw me a farewell party..it was quite a surprise..(sb ms tu tgh mengajar, in the middle of the lesson)...then, Yasmin (ketua kelas) said.."teacher r u done yet?".."yes, y?"..then, they asked me to close my eyes..(which i tried to have a peep..hek3)..i heard noises from outside the class..eh situ laa, cni la, cpat laaa..tcher tutup mata ke x tu?..& so on..then everybody was surrounding me, n asked me to open my eyes slowly n there it was a CAKE!!.."hingga jumpa lagi" was written on it....I WAS SOOOOOO OVERWHELMED & SPEECHLESS~ i did't expect this coming from them...i was so happy that I COULD'T CRY!! senyuman xlekang dr bibirku...terharu..the girls force me to cry..n i juz told myself..."jgn nanges lin, jgn nanges, u look ugly when u cry...huuu," darah da mmg berderau dah kat muke ms tu, dada pun da sebak...

the cake, the students & teacher Shazlin~

Until we meet again.....

Asiah closed my eyes tightly...
gara2 saya bole teka bilangan jari~ hak3..lucky guess je tuu~

PINKY BEG!! bole bawak p kuliah...

tambah lagi set PINK saye~.huk3..

Amirul a.k.a BOB COMEL kn icing ngn teacher shazlin...wahaahaha~
padan muke! sapa suh hang nakal sgt lam klas teacher!..REVENGE TIME!

my class supposedly finished at 11.55am, tp cikgu BM (Cikgu Nik)..allow me to have class smp balik..huuuu~ xtertahan sebak da ms tu...then after salam2, peluk cium budak2 (girsl ONLY)..i went out of the class (bawak diri je, sb brg2 sume boys da bwk p atas termasuk la handbag)..then trussss...JATUH BERDERAIIII MANIK2 JERNIH dr KOLAM AIR MATAKU (cewaaah gitew~=P)...mmg xterkawal my tears ms tuu..THEN, ms tgh struggle ngn air mataku, the girls suddenly running towards me.."Teacherrrrrr!! teacherrr!!..teacher nangess!!"..ape lagi cpat2 la tutup muke ngn tudung yg xberapa nk menyerap air mata..the girls cepat2 tahan, sb nk tgk saya nanges..='( ape lagi cepat2 melarikan diri spt artis hollywood lari dr PAPARAZZI..huuu~

(Tu laa pandai sgt hang, konon nk control air mata xnk kasi jatuh...pastu tertewas juaaaaa~ well, kate great weeper, terserempak ngn kucing mati kn langgar kete pun nanges..haih mclynn2..pdhal kucing tu xde kaitan ngn ang pun~)

So that's all...the moments..that I'll always REMEMBER!!!...hek3 (I'm not good in writing a conclusion...mmg FAIL lah)..

IT'S NOT THE END OF THE STORY....IT'S THE BEGINNING OF A JOURNEY~

p/s lpas abes klas..sy cek fb saya, byk daaa fren request..haha~ cuz sy bgtau student yg sy akn approve lpas practical~ hope this beautiful UKHUWAH will last long~

TWICE IN A ROW STEAMBOT!!!fuhh~

Yesterday, i went out with my long lost fren..yg study kat JEPUN skang. we eat alot until we become si buncit n si boroi~ hak3.....the last station was steambot restaurant, which i juz had the day before..tp xpe laa, ade BANK GIRO kt sebelah, i ON jerrr...hik3~..Funny thing was, periuk kitorang ade problem, lmbt panas, so apelagi mula laa meleleh air liuq tgk org dok mengadap steambot pns2 dpn priuk berasap (cam kat KOREA!!)..terpaksa pggl waiter setelkan periuk tu, then baru bole mkn~

~INTRODUCING~

Encik Bank GIRO yg boroi~

Cik DRIVER yg Setia a.k.a TEACHER yg
baru nk jadi Buncit kekenyangan~

huuu~ NORI yg agak PELIK rsnye...kami ditipu oleh gamba yg nmpk so TEMPTING
so... don't judge food by its picture~

P/S mengharapkan O-miyage n HDSLR Canon 7D..tp nmpknye xdibawaa~ xpa laaa~ ='(

The Story of the Pencil

A boy was watching his grandmother writing a letter. At one point, he asked: "Are you writing a story about what we've done? Is it a story about me?"

His Grandmother stopped writing her letter and said to her grandson:
"I am writing about you, actually, but more important than the words is the pencil I'm using. I hope you will be like this pencil when you grow up"

Intrigued, the boy looked at the pencil. It didn't seem very special.
"But it's just like any other pencil I've ever seen"
"That depends on how you look at things. It has FIVE qualities which, if you manage to hang on them, will make you a person who is always at peace with the world"
"FIRST quality: you are capable of great things, but you must never forget that there is a hand guiding your steps. We call that hand God, he always guide us according to his will"
"SECOND quality: now and then, I have to stop writing and use a sharpener. That makes the pencil suffers a little, but afterwards, he's much sharper. So you too, must learn to bear certain pains and sorrows, because they will make you a better person"

"THIRD quality: the pencil always allows us to use an eraser to rub out any mistakes. This means that correcting something we did is not necessarily a bad thing; it helps us to keep the road to justice.
"FOURTH quality: what really matters in a pencil is not its wooden exterior, but the graphite inside. So always pay attention to what is happening inside you"

"Finally, the pencil's FIFTH quality: it always leaves a mark. In just the same way, you know that everything you do in life will leave a mark, so try to be conscious of that in your every action"

By Paulo Coelho, Just Like The Flowing Rivers

of Mid Valley - OU - Subang Parade - Empire Gallery The Loaf ~

This was the pix snapped by me cousin at TGI Friday~ huhu..thats the dessert..ok la..mocha~ well it was quite a tiring day...went out at 12 noon to midavalley (imagine the traffic otw there on MERDEKA DAY? urghhh)...just to take my cousin's lappy...then had to pay for the parking that we didn't even get..RM 3!! less than 15 mins..then straight away heading to OU.

on our way there, it was raining HEAVILY!! the parking at OU was like so frustating cuz we spent almost 1 hour on the roof top under the HEAVY DOWNPOUR...struggling to find a little tiny spot! then we just parked illegally outside the parking box...hahah~

n turn out that OU was sooooooooOooO BORING that day...can't find any static place to hang out & breakfast...so we decided to go to Subang, at 5.30pm (Gosh!)..

then, coincidentally my lecturer n my rumie were on their way there...so we decided to meet up there and breakfast sumwhere around there which as TGI FRIDAY~ huuuuu~ my tummie FULL OF FOOOD!! the portion (as usual) was big and a lot~ manage to finish it THOUGH...hahahh~ BIG EATER!!

After solat, we hang out at The Loaf - Empire Gallery, for a while...then made our way home~ EXHAUSTED!!

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS!!

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS!!

say it FAST!! FASTER and FASTER!!

P/S SESUNGGUHNYE SAYA SDG SAKIT KAPLA HUTAK...wuuuu~ sudah TING TONG...ape yg perlu saya BUAT??

cuz TOMORO i got another observation..huu, kehabisan IDEA nk wat ape utk LESSON esuk~ T_T

THE TEACHER

Must have the PROFESSIONAL
commitment,the concern, the pride.
the DIGNITY, the PASSION and LOVE..
the mission is to TEACH, to EDUCATE
those who are strayed away from the right track..
those who wants to grow up..to be GOOD

good people, good neighbours, good husbands, good wives and good parents....

TEACHERS are truly HUMAN ENGINEERS

by kba wurryfree~

LUCKY DAYYYY!!! ehee~ =P

Well, i juz got back from Jusco Bukit Tinggi, hangin out wit my rumie, breakfasting n watching STEP UP 3!!! ok lemme finish wit STEP UP 3 first..then il continue to the real story!!...

STEP UP 3 was FRIGGIN AWESOME..well, I'm a fan of step up sequel...so yeah! their dance move was wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy awesome than b4 ( cannot beat the Last dance on Step 2 tho), the robot stuff...urghhhh! *drop jaw*...i wanna dance! i wanna dance...i wanna have a slender, toned body..(it's the side effect of dancing...lalalala)... so i dunno how to describe...juz go n watch it~ that's all i gotta say~

kay now..back to the REAL story..today is my one of my lucky daaay (of all the lucky days i had)..alright, lemme begin the story...starting this evening~ at 5pm, me n rumie decided to hang out sumwhere, Bukit Tinggi maybe (juz to watch Step Up 3)..hehe, i started the kancil BEQ 124..then suddenly "BOOOM!!!" i hit the front bumper of ISWARA Aeroback behind!!...aaaaah! MY CAR!! (that was the first thing came out from my mouth..haha)..quickly rushed out, n check MY CAR FIRST...nothing~ OKAY, that was a relief...then, i saw the ISWARA was "HURT"! ( got some lekuk near the plat number)...waaaaa!!! we were WORRIED but NOT PANICK~ so we decided to write a note like this;

"Maaf, td sy terlanggar bumper depan kereta awak, saya nak rush ni. So ni nombor telefon saya.."

so we clipped the note on the wiper & started our journey to Bukit Tinggi. On our way there, we were LOST, so I just gambled, hopin the road I was taking was right...n there we were at Jusco Bukit Tinggi~ weeeee~ =))

We went inside Jusco, trying this n that, while waiting for Break-fast, then there was a guy, approaching me, asking whether the girl wit me (my rumie) was my fren...i said yes..she looks familiar, skolah kat mane dulu? die skul kt MRSMKKB..ooo, xpe la awk bg kad ni kt die, n suh die contact sy~ (urgghhh~ i know wat tis is...a trick! he;s already got a Girlfren! he sneaked out while she was trying out clothes..PLAYBOY!)

my rumie..laughed in puzzle..his name was SOUL..duhhh~ AsSOUL! ( haha..repeat after me~ sorry)

after breakfasting at Starbucks (caramel frappuccino n manggo passion)..we did sum window shop n still hopin the owner of the car wud call....i told my mom bout that~ then she said, he/she wud not call, n the lekuk2 was already there! since when my mom become a PSYCHIC?? k, ignore that...(but she was right bout that! that creeps hell out of mee)

We got back juz now, n THE CAR'S STILL THERE with our NOTES on the wiper!..haaaa~ *drop jaw*gagagagaga~ so was I lucky or what?? tell me please....~

Heart of An ANGEL~

have you ever thought of visiting a home of disable children?? playing and entertaining them whole day long??..well, I DID and I STILL DO now..i dunno why~ but they are so approachable, so sincere..adorable in some way...they are not stained with "harmful chemical of the world" they a good heart, heart of an Angel I would put it..it was one of the thing i wanna do in my DREAM LIST, to go to home of disable children, for only just one day~ i wanna know how they get through their day...they are like us, it's just that they are a bit SPECIAL than us..=)

well, last 2 days...during Iftar (break-fasting) at my school, I got the chance to meet a special kid~ His name was Aiman Fariz. It was after Maghrib prayer at the Open Hall, I had just finished folding my telekung sembahyang...then I saw him on a wheel chair alone, maybe waiting for someone..so i stopped by him, and sit in front of him...HE SMILED~

"kenape adik sorang2 ni? tunggu sape?" "tunggu ayah ngn kakak" "dorang pg mn?" "amek makanan.." "oo..adik nama ape?" "aiman fariz" "puasa hr ni?" "puasa"....then he smiled,

though it was a short small talk, it was not EMPTY...that boy was 10 years old, and he fasted. His dad & sis came after that with food...I observed from afar. It was so touching & sweet, when u saw how they treated him...I almost shed tears (well, i'm a great-weeper! tears are so cheap, they just fall out of reason like streams!..huhu should I b proud or scared?)..OK back to the main agenda~

seeing things like this makes me think of myself, my life and people around me~ I am grateful to be who I am now, and it's a bliss....happiness do lies in small simple things~ LIKE THIS..

P/S that IFTAR was also a farewell for Kak Nani..a practical teacher from UNITAR...gonna miss u so much kak nani!! your non-stop JOKES that crammed my tummy! she's one of the most LOVABLE person I've ever known~ she adores my green rose pattern baju kurung..sori baju tu xsempat pakai ms farewell, dlm washing machine =P





these are some shots taken wit Kak Nani (the lady in red)!! lov yaaa!! <3<3

NeverendingGg Trip!

i love going places!! snapping pictures...of people, sceneries n lotsa stuff..cuz pictures speak in their own way~ =)

so far the farthest place i've been was HK n Macau..went there wit my frens, it was tremendously FUN! well, i have not discovered the whole Malyasia..neva stepped on Kedah, Perlis,Johor, Sabah & Sarawak..BUT i've been to Wilayah Persekutuan Labuan (is it part of Sabah? or separated states) n Brunei~ I've been longing to go to Sabah!! Negeri di bawah bayuuuu...thank God i got many frens there (save money maaa...accomodation & food FOC)...

P/S jealousy lingers around me whenever i went to KLIA to send my frens...flyin oversea..though to fulfill their OBLIGATION of studying! BUT i pray the best for 'em..may they'll be the pride of our nation~ =))

Long Waaayyyy TO GooOO!!

i have lotsa catching up to do in my blog!! believe it or not it juz struck my mind the other day when my friend ask me whether i have a blog..n at that moment i thought "I HAVE A BLOG!!" OMEGED...am i becoming SENILE already...hahah~ nahhh~ blogging is just not my thing YET! n i literally forgot my gmail n the password..it took me ages to trace those things back~

SO MUCH FOR KEEPING THE PASSION ALIVE rynnchan! bluek!! to me..=P

My Very First Blog!!!

hye!! it's a good start i guess...well, this is my first blog. i never believe in writing blog before, until recently some little voices told me to just do it n write it! so here i am....doing it~ it is not a new thing for me, since i love to write on PAPER..i mean Journal/Diary. a friend of mine once told me that writing a blog n writing a journal are two different things~ i guess he's right...well~ gotta keep this passion alive then!! so, later then..~

ooo..wait2... i named this blog Of BUDAK LADANG & ESTATE...cuz i'm from there~ kinda cool to put it up here....i think~ =P